A question rather than an update: When did you stop thinking about it every day
Writing this partly to ask and partly because writing it down usually tells me what I think.
The thing that has surprised me most is how much of this is about other people rather than about me.
What I keep tripping on is not the physical bit. It is the not knowing whether what I am experiencing is normal, and having nobody to ask who is not either selling something or frightened for me.
Not looking for a plan. Just company and whatever anyone has found.
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