I stopped because of this and I am back to try again Writing it down partly to work out what I actually think.
Squeamish subject, so I am going to be plain about it and get it over with.
I have written down what has actually happened, in order, because I find that more useful than my summary of it.
The thing that has surprised me most is how much of this is about other people rather than about me.
Anyway. Thank you for reading this far. Any experience gratefully received, and I promise to come back and say what happened.
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