I wanted to stop

Second plateau, and it is easier than the first, mostly because I have been here and come out the other side without doing anything clever.

Month four, nothing at all, and a very bleak entry.

The plateau has been going on longer than the part before the plateau. That is an odd thing to sit with.

I wanted to stop this week. Said so out loud in circle, which I had not planned to. Six people said they had been there. Nobody tried to fix it.

Flat again. I have stopped looking, which is either healthy or avoidance and I genuinely cannot tell.

Enough for now.