I wanted to stop

Flat again. I have stopped looking, which is either healthy or avoidance and I genuinely cannot tell.

A flat spring which he insisted on calling "the expected asymptote".

The plateau has been going on longer than the part before the plateau. That is an odd thing to sit with.

Ada said something in circle that has stayed with me: that a plateau is weather, not a verdict. I have written it on a card.

Three months of no change and my blood pressure has come down anyway. Two things can be true at once and I keep having to relearn that.

I wanted to stop this week. Said so out loud in circle, which I had not planned to. Six people said they had been there. Nobody tried to fix it.

Reference on request.