Journal
Fen’s journal
Flat land, flat weeks, steady progress.
She read the diary
week 5heard energy 32 replies
This week: Took the diary in. She read it properly, which I had not expected, and changed the plan because of it. Nine minutes. I took three written questions and got three…
Both bags, one go
week 4quietly delighted energy 51 reply
Tied my own laces standing up. I am aware of how that sounds and I do not care. Got down on the floor and back up again unaided. I have not been able to do that since 2021…
A new bin and a plan
week 3organised energy 12 replies
This week: New sharps bin, and a plan for what happens to it when I move in September. Batch cooked on a good day for the bad days. Six labelled boxes in the freezer and a…
Stayed for the company
week 2warm energy 44 replies
This week: The facilitator stopped the room when four of us were talking at once and asked one person how she was actually doing. It changed the whole hour. Circle tonight.…
No mask
week 2tired energy 54 replies
This week: Slept through. Whole night, no waking. It has been so long that I lay there in the morning trying to work out what was different. The sleep has changed shape…
The first one
week 1nervous energy 31 reply
Day one. I am writing this partly because somebody else's day-one entry is the reason I felt able to do it at all, and it seems only fair to leave one behind. Started with no…