Ike’s journal
January 2025
6 entries this month.
A different shape
week 21tired energy 14 replies
Waking at four again. Not anxious, just awake, lying there listening to the boiler. Vivid dreams, every night, the sort you have to sit up and shake off. Two other people in…
Awake at four
week 20tired energy 2
This week: Waking at four again. Not anxious, just awake, lying there listening to the boiler. Vivid dreams, every night, the sort you have to sit up and shake off. Two other…
Nothing carried over
week 20careful energy 3
This week: Different device, different numbers, same medicine. Nothing about the old routine carried over and I had assumed all of it would. Switched to a licensed pen. The…
A locum
week 19heard energy 52 replies
This week: Left with a printout I could not read and no idea what to be worried about. Taking it to bloodwork-buddies on Thursday. Nine minutes. I took three written…
Before nine
week 18steady energy 33 replies
Got something with protein in before nine this morning, which meant the rest of the day did not fall apart at four. I have found five things I can get down when nothing…
A plain question
week 17steady energy 23 replies
This week: I have found five things I can get down when nothing appeals and I have written them on the fridge. That list is the most useful thing I own. Was undereating…