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Nothing to report
Fenfine energy 1
Quiet. Injection Tuesday, mild Wednesday, fine by Thursday, and then a normal weekend. Steady. That is the whole entry. Flat again. Good.
Somebody new
Freyawarm energy 3
Ten minutes then I am asleep. Circle tonight. Eight of us, an hour, and about eleven minutes of actual information. The rest was the point. Somebody new tonight,…
No news
Héloïsefine energy 5
Quiet. Injection Tuesday, mild Wednesday, fine by Thursday, and then a normal weekend. Nothing to report. Writing it down anyway, on the theory that a journal made…
Come back in a year
Inêspleased energy 2
Late, and writing anyway. Three years of results side by side. A trend rather than a moment, which is apparently the only thing worth looking at. Bloods back.…
Two lines a day
Marthaorganised energy 3
Tested three cool bags against a thermometer this weekend because I am that person. Results written up for the travel circle. New sharps bin, and a plan for what…
Quiet
Nualafine energy 3
Nothing to report. Writing it down anyway, on the theory that a journal made only of eventful weeks would give a false impression of the whole thing. No news. The dog…
Two sessions
Sorreltired but good energy 3
This week: Grip strength has gone off and I noticed it opening a jar before I noticed it anywhere else. Back to loading properly. Kept the two sessions that matter…
My mother cooks
Sonialoved energy 5
Somebody asked what my secret was and I froze completely. Still working out what I want to say to that. A wedding. Three courses I could not face, a table of people…
Frightened
Tamfrightened energy 5turning point
The thing I want to say, to anybody reading this later: I nearly did not go. I had already talked myself into it being nothing. Please go. A week of upper abdominal…
Flat, whole night
Zebquietly delighted energy 3
Week in order: Full shift on my feet and my knees did not stop me. That has not happened in about four years. Slept flat. Whole night. Flat. Swam. First time since…
She noticed first
Rohanheld energy 4
She had a bad week and I had a fine one, and next month it will be the other way round. That is the whole mechanism. Paired up. We text on Sunday nights, four or five…
Slept through
Rowanrested energy 3
This week: Repeat study came back and the apnoea is much reduced. Ten years of that mask. Vivid dreams, every night, the sort you have to sit up and shake off. Two…
An unremarkable week
Ambroseflat energy 1
A brief account of the week. No news. The dog is well, the weather has been foul, and I have taken my medication on the correct day for the eleventh week running.…
Nine minutes
Bertieheard energy 5
Asked the question I had been avoiding for eleven years. She answered it in about ninety seconds and was completely unbothered. Left with a printout I could not read…
An hour on the floor
Flossiegrateful energy 3turning point
Swam. First time since school. Two lengths, badly, grinning. Full ten-hour day, Valentine's week, no leg pain. Sat on the floor and played for an hour, and then got…
Anchored to the shifts
Gwynethorganised energy 3
Two lines a day in a paper diary. Date, and one thing. That is the entire system and it has twice changed a clinical decision. Small logistics win: worked out where…
Anchored to the shifts
Maeveorganised energy 3
Right. Small logistics win: worked out where the pen actually lives in a fridge shared with four other people and a toddler's yoghurts. Two lines a day in a paper…
Anchored to the shifts
Nedorganised energy 5
Late, and writing anyway. Small logistics win: worked out where the pen actually lives in a fridge shared with four other people and a toddler's yoghurts. Tested…
Laces
Ronanquietly delighted energy 2
This week: Carried both bags up in one go. Small thing. Wrote it down. Got down on the floor and back up again unaided. I have not been able to do that since 2021 and…
The overdue conversation
Sadiepinched energy 3turning point
What this has displaced in the budget: the car being fixed, and a holiday. I have decided that is the right trade for now and I reserve the right to change my mind. A…
A different shape
Sararested energy 2
Waking at four again. Not anxious, just awake, lying there listening to the boiler. Slept through. Whole night, no waking. It has been so long that I lay there in the…
Sunday lunch
Solomonwarm energy 4
Week in order: My mother cooks. That is how she says it. So I eat what I can, slowly, and I say thank you, and we manage. It is not a problem to be solved. Starters…
A different shape
Tildatired energy 2
Three things this week. Repeat study came back and the apnoea is much reduced. Ten years of that mask. Vivid dreams, every night, the sort you have to sit up and…
Steady
Tullasteady energy 2
Steady. That is the whole entry. An unremarkable week. Ate, walked, worked, slept adequately. This is what most of it looks like. No news. The dog is well, the…