Wednesday 22 May 2024 · week 2
Standing in the kitchen
nervous energy 4a turning point
- Week
- 2
- Energy
- 4 of 5
- Mood
- nervous
- Written
- Wednesday 22 May 2024
Ten minutes then I am asleep.
I told one person. Not my mother, not work. One person, and only because she asked me a direct question at the right moment.
Told nobody except his wife. Did it in the garage.
Day one. I am writing this partly because somebody else's day-one entry is the reason I felt able to do it at all, and it seems only fair to leave one behind.
Nothing has happened yet, which nobody had warned me about. I think I expected to feel something immediately, and instead I made a cup of tea and put a wash on.
The leaflet is nine pages and about seven of them are worst cases. I have read it three times, which was three times too many, and I am now going to stop reading it.
Anyway.
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