Tulla’s journal
October 2024
5 entries this month.
A different shape
week 4tired energy 3
This week: Slept through. Whole night, no waking. It has been so long that I lay there in the morning trying to work out what was different. Repeat study came back and the…
The question I had been avoiding
week 3frustrated energy 32 replies
She reduced one of my other medications. I asked her twice whether that was really allowed. A locum who had clearly read nothing. I was polite, I got what I needed, and I…
A printout I cannot read
week 2frustrated energy 12 replies
This week: A locum who had clearly read nothing. I was polite, I got what I needed, and I have booked with my own GP for next month. Left with a printout I could not read and…
Day one
week 2wired energy 23 replies
I told one person. Not my mother, not work. One person, and only because she asked me a direct question at the right moment. Eleven months on a list. Day one. I am writing…
Six labelled boxes
week 1organised energy 12 replies
This week: Two lines a day in a paper diary. Date, and one thing. That is the entire system and it has twice changed a clinical decision. New sharps bin, and a plan for what…