Clinical · 6 Sep 2025
Member since November 2024
Oskar
Reading the Polish and the English guidance side by side.
Their journal
29 entries, and Oskar is still writing.
Just Wednesdays
week 83flat energy 21 reply
Recording this for the record. Reduced to a maintenance dose. Same day, same fridge, less of it. Steady, still comparing. Wednesdays are just Wednesdays now. The strange part…
Sunday night, four lines
week 69held energy 44 replies
My buddy noticed something in my journal before I did and asked me a very gentle question about it. Nobody has ever asked me how I was doing on a Wednesday before. She had a…
Flat, whole night
week 66pleased energy 21 reply
Carried both bags up in one go. Small thing. Wrote it down. Up the stairs at work twice without stopping at the landing. I stood at the top for a second like an idiot. Nobody…
Quiet
week 63steady energy 13 replies
Notes for the week. I nearly did not write this week because there was nothing in it. Then I thought about how much I have got out of other people's boring weeks. Quiet.…
A calculator and a cup of tea
week 62clear-eyed energy 13 replies
Recording this for the record. Pausing for two months. Not a failure, not a moral event, just a month where the money is not there. A price change and a long analysis of it.…
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It is good at being outside in bad weather. That is a real thing to be good at.
Cramp in both calves twice this week. Mentioned it. Having bloods rather than being told to eat a banana.
Caught myself walking faster than the person in front of me. Small. Enormous.
My neighbour walked the dog while I was in hospital and would not take anything for it.