Ambrose’s journal
August 2024
4 entries this month.
Laces
week 6quietly delighted energy 21 reply
A brief account of the week. Slept flat. Whole night. Flat. Sat on the floor and played for an hour, and then got up. That was the entire reason I started, and I have now…
Awake at four
week 5tired energy 54 replies
Repeat study came back and the apnoea is much reduced. Ten years of that mask. The sleep has changed shape rather than improved. Different, not better, and I cannot yet tell…
First dose, done
week 4wired energy 23 replies
I told one person. Not my mother, not work. One person, and only because she asked me a direct question at the right moment. Nothing has happened yet, which nobody had warned…
How are you doing on a Wednesday
week 3held energy 44 replies
Nobody has ever asked me how I was doing on a Wednesday before. Paired up. We text on Sunday nights, four or five lines each, and it has quietly become the most reliable…