Freya’s journal
January 2025
6 entries this month.
An unremarkable week
week 12fine energy 53 replies
Steady. That is the whole entry. An unremarkable week. Ate, walked, worked, slept adequately. This is what most of it looks like. No news. The dog is well, the weather has…
The list on the fridge
week 11steady energy 13 replies
Spread it across the day instead of trying to do it all at teatime and everything got easier. Got something with protein in before nine this morning, which meant the rest of…
Sore and slow
week 11sore energy 13 replies
Ten minutes then I am asleep. The nausea has a shape to it now. Thursday teatime it starts, Friday it peaks, Saturday afternoon it lifts. Once I could see the pattern it…
The bad fortnight
week 10rough energy 53 replies
Bad week and I am writing it down anyway, because a journal that only contains the good weeks would be a lie and no use to anybody reading it later. A dark Icelandic January…
Slept through
week 10foggy energy 44 replies
Quickly, before bed. Repeat study came back and the apnoea is much reduced. Ten years of that mask. Waking at four again. Not anxious, just awake, lying there listening to…
She stopped the room
week 9warm energy 34 replies
Somebody new tonight, terrified, exactly where I was in the spring. I said the thing that had been said to me and watched it land. Circle tonight. Eight of us, an hour, and…