Freya’s journal
February 2025
5 entries this month.
A wedding
week 16awkward energy 41 reply
Ten minutes then I am asleep. Starters as a main course, permanently. No explanation offered, none requested. A wedding. Three courses I could not face, a table of people who…
Awake at four
week 15foggy energy 34 replies
Repeat study came back and the apnoea is much reduced. Ten years of that mask. Waking at four again. Not anxious, just awake, lying there listening to the boiler. The sleep…
Stayed for the company
week 15warm energy 2
Quickly, before bed. Somebody new tonight, terrified, exactly where I was in the spring. I said the thing that had been said to me and watched it land. Circle tonight. Eight…
Somebody new
week 14warm energy 34 replies
Ten minutes then I am asleep. Circle tonight. Eight of us, an hour, and about eleven minutes of actual information. The rest was the point. Somebody new tonight, terrified,…
No news
week 13fine energy 11 reply
No news. The dog is well, the weather has been foul, and I have taken my medication on the correct day for the eleventh week running. Steady. That is the whole entry. An…