Gilly’s journal
October 2024
4 entries this month.
A wedding
week 4loved energy 31 reply
Well then. Sunday lunch at my grandmother's. Small plate, long afternoon, no drama, and she was happy. My mother cooks. That is how she says it. So I eat what I can, slowly,…
I have started
week 3hopeful energy 23 replies
I want to write this down before I forget how frightened I was, because I suspect in three months I will not believe it. Twenty minutes of standing there. Then eight seconds.…
Two sessions
week 2tired but good energy 52 replies
Came back after a bad fortnight without trying to make up the lost ground, which is the thing that used to end it for me every time. Eight minutes and a chair. That is the…
Standing in the kitchen
week 1hopeful energy 44 replies
Well then. I told one person. Not my mother, not work. One person, and only because she asked me a direct question at the right moment. A first entry about hypocrisy. The…