Rilla’s journal
June 2025
4 entries this month.
Six labelled boxes
week 37organised energy 12 replies
Quick one. Batch cooked on a good day for the bad days. Six labelled boxes in the freezer and a great deal of smugness. Anchored injection day to my shift pattern rather than…
She read the diary
week 35frustrated energy 22 replies
Asked the question I had been avoiding for eleven years. She answered it in about ninety seconds and was completely unbothered. A locum who had clearly read nothing. I was…
Grip
week 34tired but good energy 5
Quick one. Two sessions this week, both short, both done. Ren keeps saying that two a week for two years beats a perfect programme abandoned in March, and he is annoyingly…
The pattern of it
week 33flat energy 13 replies
Quick one. The nausea has a shape to it now. Thursday teatime it starts, Friday it peaks, Saturday afternoon it lifts. Once I could see the pattern it stopped feeling like…