Why I keep a two-line diary about this

Started 9 April 2026 · 12 replies · 78 hearts · read 1.6k times

PerryCardigan, UK · 9 April 2026

3 months ago

Something I have been sitting with: Why I keep a two-line diary about this Not looking for advice so much as other people's experience.

I have avoided asking about this for six weeks out of pure embarrassment.

My prescriber has been fine, genuinely. The problem is that I get nine minutes twice a year and there is no version of nine minutes that covers this.

I have written down what has actually happened, in order, because I find that more useful than my summary of it.

What I keep tripping on is not the physical bit. It is the not knowing whether what I am experiencing is normal, and having nobody to ask who is not either selling something or frightened for me.

Anyway. Thank you for reading this far. Any experience gratefully received, and I promise to come back and say what happened.

LeniLeipzig, DE

I am the person who had the frightening version of this. I went in, it was investigated, and it was not what anyone feared. Going in is the whole of my advice.

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IvorLlanelli, UK

the opening post said something I want to sit with for a second.

Coming back to this a fortnight later to say it settled. Leaving the update because I hate reading threads that stop.

VeraRiga, LV

Practical, boring answer: write the three questions down before you go in. I have never once remembered them otherwise.

TomásFacilitatorLisbon, Portugal

Two things, both boring. First, none of us can tell you what to take. Second, the conversation you want to have is with your prescriber, and we can help you write it down.

HarlanDenver, CO

I asked my nurse the same question and she said something I have repeated ever since: that the aim is to keep you on treatment, not to get you up the schedule.

PoppyLeeds, UK

Please do not read the comments under news articles about this. I lost a fortnight to that.

7me too 7

XanBerlin, DE

Building on what the reply above wrote rather than answering the original question.

What helped was lowering my own expectations of the week rather than trying to hold the week together.

GwythFishguard, UK

My experience was very boring, which I offer as data. Some of us just get a dull time of it.

OdessaLviv, UA

Yes to the burping. It is real, it is unbeautiful, and it does settle.

TamzinPoole, UK

#10

I am about four months behind you and I have been dreading exactly this, so thank you for writing it down before I got there.

TomásFacilitatorLisbon, Portugal

#11

the reply above said something I want to sit with for a second.

Gently: you have apologised three times in a post where you have done nothing that requires an apology.

11me too 5

LeniLeipzig, DE

#12

The phrase that unlocked my appointment was asking what specifically she wanted me to watch for. It moved us from reassurance to a plan in about thirty seconds.