Belgrade. Reads everything twice, trusts nothing once, and I am about to be very careful for four paragraphs.
I have had long covid since early 2022. The two symptoms that have shaped my life are the crashes and a low, constant, background inflammation feeling — sore, heavy, hot-skinned, worst in the evenings. I have been on this medication for eleven months for entirely separate reasons, which my doctor and I discussed properly, and which had nothing whatsoever to do with the long covid.
Since about February, the background feeling has been quieter. Not gone. Quieter, most days, in a way I noticed first because I stopped needing the cold flannel in the evenings and only worked out why a month later.
Now. I know what I want to conclude. I have read the same speculative articles everyone else has read, about inflammation and about whether these drugs do anything in this space, and I know perfectly well that there is nothing resembling a trial that would let me say what I want to say. I also know that in the same eleven months I have changed three other things, that it is now summer, that I have been pacing better since I found this circle, and that I badly want a story.
So my question is a discipline question, not a medical one. How do the careful people in here hold an improvement they cannot attribute? Because I catch myself telling people it is the medicine, and then correcting myself, and I would rather find a form of words that is honest and does not require me to pretend I have not noticed anything.
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