Ash’s journal
January 2025
5 entries this month.
Awake at four
week 14tired energy 24 replies
Right. The sleep has changed shape rather than improved. Different, not better, and I cannot yet tell whether I mind. Waking at four again. Not anxious, just awake, lying…
I nearly did not write
week 13steady energy 33 replies
Well then. Nothing to report. Writing it down anyway, on the theory that a journal made only of eventful weeks would give a false impression of the whole thing. No news. The…
Not writing about this would be dishonest
week 11rough energy 43 replies
Constipation, which I have avoided writing about for six weeks out of pure squeamishness. It is the thing making me most miserable and I have said nothing about it to…
Two flights of stairs
week 11pleased energy 11 reply
Right. Slept flat. Whole night. Flat. Tied my own laces standing up. I am aware of how that sounds and I do not care. Bed. It is noon.
Laces
week 10pleased energy 11 reply
Well then. Carried both bags up in one go. Small thing. Wrote it down. Up the stairs at work twice without stopping at the landing. I stood at the top for a second like an…