Ash’s journal
March 2025
4 entries this month.
Flat, whole night
week 23quietly delighted energy 21 reply
Well then. Tied my own laces standing up. I am aware of how that sounds and I do not care. Walked into town and back, which I stopped doing years ago without ever deciding to…
No mask
week 22rested energy 54 replies
Well then. The sleep has changed shape rather than improved. Different, not better, and I cannot yet tell whether I mind. Waking at four again. Not anxious, just awake, lying…
Off the floor
week 20grateful energy 41 reply
Up the stairs at work twice without stopping at the landing. I stood at the top for a second like an idiot. Nobody saw. It counted. Swam. First time since school. Two…
She stopped the room
week 19warm energy 34 replies
Well then. Went for the practical answers and stayed for the company, which I gather is what everybody does. The facilitator stopped the room when four of us were talking at…