Journal
Bly’s journal
Nonbinary, thirty-one, cautious optimist.
Circle tonight
week 5warm energy 54 replies
Short one tonight. Somebody new tonight, terrified, exactly where I was in the spring. I said the thing that had been said to me and watched it land. Went for the practical…
She noticed first
week 5held energy 14 replies
She had a bad week and I had a fine one, and next month it will be the other way round. That is the whole mechanism. Paired up. We text on Sunday nights, four or five lines…
First dose, done
week 3hopeful energy 21 reply
Short one tonight. I want to write this down before I forget how frightened I was, because I suspect in three months I will not believe it. Twenty minutes of standing there.…
Stayed for the company
week 3warm energy 2
The facilitator stopped the room when four of us were talking at once and asked one person how she was actually doing. It changed the whole hour. Somebody new tonight,…
Standing in the kitchen
week 1wired energy 21 reply
So. First one done. I had been carrying the box around the house for four days like it was something I had borrowed and needed to give back, and in the end I did it standing…
First dose, done
week 1wired energy 31 reply
Short one tonight. Day one. I am writing this partly because somebody else's day-one entry is the reason I felt able to do it at all, and it seems only fair to leave one…