Gus’s journal
September 2024
6 entries this month.
Slept through
week 15tired energy 34 replies
A gentle week, mostly. Slept through. Whole night, no waking. It has been so long that I lay there in the morning trying to work out what was different. Repeat study came…
What was underneath
week 14thoughtful energy 12 replies
Sitting down to this properly tonight. I did not know other people did not have this. That is the part I keep turning over. I assumed everybody was doing the same negotiation…
The quiet
week 14quiet energy 43 replies
The quiet is not the same as peace. It has left a space, and the space has other things in it that I had been keeping the noise on top of. Wrote the entry that made a lot of…
Two sessions
week 13tired but good energy 12 replies
Two sessions this week, both short, both done. Ren keeps saying that two a week for two years beats a perfect programme abandoned in March, and he is annoyingly right. Eight…
No news
week 13fine energy 41 reply
A gentle week, mostly. Steady. That is the whole entry. No news. The dog is well, the weather has been foul, and I have taken my medication on the correct day for the…
An unremarkable week
week 11flat energy 53 replies
A gentle week, mostly. No news. The dog is well, the weather has been foul, and I have taken my medication on the correct day for the eleventh week running. An unremarkable…