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Paired
Doraheld energy 2
Week in order: Nobody has ever asked me how I was doing on a Wednesday before. My buddy noticed something in my journal before I did and asked me a very gentle…
Two lengths, badly
Fenpleased energy 5
This week: Carried both bags up in one go. Small thing. Wrote it down. Tied my own laces standing up. I am aware of how that sounds and I do not care. Flat again. Good.
I have started
Harrihopeful energy 1turning point
Recording this for the record. I told one person. Not my mother, not work. One person, and only because she asked me a direct question at the right moment. Started in…
Propped up on pillows
Lurough energy 3turning point
Reflux again. I slept propped up on three pillows and woke at two anyway. I have an appointment on Thursday and I am going to actually mention it this time rather…
Starters as a main
Nettieloved energy 2
Somebody asked what my secret was and I froze completely. Still working out what I want to say to that. A wedding. Three courses I could not face, a table of people…
I have started
Rillanervous energy 4turning point
Quick one. So. First one done. I had been carrying the box around the house for four days like it was something I had borrowed and needed to give back, and in the end…
The first one
Tildawired energy 3turning point
Three things this week. The pharmacist talked me through it very fast and I nodded at all of it and retained about a third. I have written down the bits I remember…
At the table
Tobyprickly energy 4
Ten minutes then I am asleep. Hid the box for two months. Not sure who from, exactly, in a house this size. My son asked why I was not eating my dinner. I gave him a…
Day one
Annahopeful energy 2turning point
A brief account of the week. So. First one done. I had been carrying the box around the house for four days like it was something I had borrowed and needed to give…
Before nine
Minasteady energy 3
Short one tonight. Was undereating without realising. The nurse asked a plain question about what I had actually eaten in the last two days and I heard my own answer.…
She noticed first
Rowanheld energy 3
This week: She had a bad week and I had a fine one, and next month it will be the other way round. That is the whole mechanism. My buddy noticed something in my…
Eight minutes and a chair
Gwendatired but good energy 2
This week: Walked instead of the bus all week. Not a programme. Just walking. Came back after a bad fortnight without trying to make up the lost ground, which is the…
A wedding
Harriwarm energy 2
Notes for the week. Sunday lunch at my grandmother's. Small plate, long afternoon, no drama, and she was happy. My mother cooks. That is how she says it. So I eat…
Steady
Ikeflat energy 2
An unremarkable week. Ate, walked, worked, slept adequately. This is what most of it looks like. Quiet. Injection Tuesday, mild Wednesday, fine by Thursday, and then…
Steady
Kaifine energy 2
Steady. That is the whole entry. I nearly did not write this week because there was nothing in it. Then I thought about how much I have got out of other people's…
No news
Keeleyfine energy 2
A quiet week. An unremarkable week. Ate, walked, worked, slept adequately. This is what most of it looks like. Steady. That is the whole entry. Mum needs settling.
I nearly did not write
Larksteady energy 1
A gentle week, mostly. I nearly did not write this week because there was nothing in it. Then I thought about how much I have got out of other people's boring weeks.…
No news
Lufine energy 1
I nearly did not write this week because there was nothing in it. Then I thought about how much I have got out of other people's boring weeks. Steady. That is the…
Two lengths, badly
Markpleased energy 4
Full shift on my feet and my knees did not stop me. That has not happened in about four years. Got down on the floor and back up again unaided. I have not been able…
Before nine
Maryamsteady energy 2
Recording this for the record. Was undereating without realising. The nurse asked a plain question about what I had actually eaten in the last two days and I heard my…
A different shape
Moraytired energy 3
Well then. The sleep has changed shape rather than improved. Different, not better, and I cannot yet tell whether I mind. Repeat study came back and the apnoea is…
She noticed first
Posyheld energy 2
This week: She had a bad week and I had a fine one, and next month it will be the other way round. That is the whole mechanism. Paired up. We text on Sunday nights,…
Before nine
Ruthiesteady energy 4
A brief account of the week. Was undereating without realising. The nurse asked a plain question about what I had actually eaten in the last two days and I heard my…
Awake at four
Sadietired energy 4
Quickly, before bed. The sleep has changed shape rather than improved. Different, not better, and I cannot yet tell whether I mind. Repeat study came back and the…