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Circle tonight
Pruewarm energy 1
Circle tonight. Eight of us, an hour, and about eleven minutes of actual information. The rest was the point. The facilitator stopped the room when four of us were…
Two flights of stairs
Sadiegrateful energy 4
Walked into town and back, which I stopped doing years ago without ever deciding to stop. Got down on the floor and back up again unaided. I have not been able to do…
Three cool bags and a thermometer
Tamorganised energy 5
Three things this week. Tested three cool bags against a thermometer this weekend because I am that person. Results written up for the travel circle. New sharps bin,…
An unremarkable week
Katefine energy 2
Well then. An unremarkable week. Ate, walked, worked, slept adequately. This is what most of it looks like. Nothing to report. Writing it down anyway, on the theory…
Starters as a main
Ambroseawkward energy 4
A brief account of the week. My mother cooks. That is how she says it. So I eat what I can, slowly, and I say thank you, and we manage. It is not a problem to be…
Beginning, badly
Bertiewired energy 2turning point
I want to write this down before I forget how frightened I was, because I suspect in three months I will not believe it. Twenty minutes of standing there. Then eight…
An unremarkable week
Dorafine energy 4
Week in order: An unremarkable week. Ate, walked, worked, slept adequately. This is what most of it looks like. Steady. That is the whole entry. No news. The dog is…
I have started
Esmehopeful energy 4
Evening. The pharmacist talked me through it very fast and I nodded at all of it and retained about a third. I have written down the bits I remember and I will ask…
A new bin and a plan
Florrieorganised energy 1
Small logistics win: worked out where the pen actually lives in a fridge shared with four other people and a toddler's yoghurts. Anchored injection day to my shift…
She stopped the room
Flossiewarm energy 2
Went for the practical answers and stayed for the company, which I gather is what everybody does. Somebody new tonight, terrified, exactly where I was in the spring.…
Steady
Gusfine energy 5
Sitting down to this properly tonight. An unremarkable week. Ate, walked, worked, slept adequately. This is what most of it looks like. Steady. That is the whole…
Nine minutes
Vivfrustrated energy 5
Well then. Nine minutes. I took three written questions and got three answers, which is the best return I have ever had from an appointment. A locum who had clearly…
Day one
Annikawired energy 5turning point
Short one tonight. So. First one done. I had been carrying the box around the house for four days like it was something I had borrowed and needed to give back, and in…
Steady
Beasteady energy 1
Late, and writing anyway. An unremarkable week. Ate, walked, worked, slept adequately. This is what most of it looks like. Steady. That is the whole entry. No news.…
Flat, whole night
Devquietly delighted energy 3
Notes for the week. Got down on the floor and back up again unaided. I have not been able to do that since 2021 and I did it twice more just to check. Walked into…
Dreams
Hattiefoggy energy 2
The sleep has changed shape rather than improved. Different, not better, and I cannot yet tell whether I mind. Repeat study came back and the apnoea is much reduced.…
Before nine
Nansteady energy 3
Spread it across the day instead of trying to do it all at teatime and everything got easier. I have found five things I can get down when nothing appeals and I have…
Quiet
Ruthieflat energy 2
Quiet. Injection Tuesday, mild Wednesday, fine by Thursday, and then a normal weekend. Steady. That is the whole entry. Next paper Sunday.
A different shape
Minarested energy 5
A quiet week. The sleep has changed shape rather than improved. Different, not better, and I cannot yet tell whether I mind. Slept through. Whole night, no waking. It…
I nearly did not write
Hollyfine energy 3
A quiet week. I nearly did not write this week because there was nothing in it. Then I thought about how much I have got out of other people's boring weeks. Nothing…
A different shape
Marthafoggy energy 5
Repeat study came back and the apnoea is much reduced. Ten years of that mask. The sleep has changed shape rather than improved. Different, not better, and I cannot…
The list on the fridge
Olliesteady energy 4
A gentle week, mostly. I have found five things I can get down when nothing appeals and I have written them on the fridge. That list is the most useful thing I own.…
Dreams
Priyafoggy energy 4
Sitting down to this properly tonight. Repeat study came back and the apnoea is much reduced. Ten years of that mask. The sleep has changed shape rather than…
Across the day
Lenapractical energy 5
Protein first, everything else after. It is not interesting advice and it is the only advice that has changed anything. Greek yoghurt, eggs, and the limits of both. I…