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  • Nine minutes

    Lena14 May 2024heard energy 5

    Notes for the week. Took the diary in. She read it properly, which I had not expected, and changed the plan because of it. She reduced one of my other medications. I…

  • The pattern of it

    Kate14 May 2024flat energy 4turning point

    Right. Sore at the injection site for about ten days, a small firm lump under the skin. The pharmacist looked at it, was unbothered, and told me to move further round…

  • I have started

    Duncan14 May 2024wired energy 1turning point

    Three things this week. So. First one done. I had been carrying the box around the house for four days like it was something I had borrowed and needed to give back,…

  • Steady

    Dora12 May 2024steady energy 4

    Three things this week. Steady. That is the whole entry. No news. The dog is well, the weather has been foul, and I have taken my medication on the correct day for…

  • Before nine

    Priya12 May 2024steady energy 4

    A gentle week, mostly. Was undereating without realising. The nurse asked a plain question about what I had actually eaten in the last two days and I heard my own…

  • A printout I cannot read

    Maryam11 May 2024frustrated energy 2

    She reduced one of my other medications. I asked her twice whether that was really allowed. A locum who had clearly read nothing. I was polite, I got what I needed,…

  • I nearly did not write

    Kate10 May 2024fine energy 3

    Nothing to report. Writing it down anyway, on the theory that a journal made only of eventful weeks would give a false impression of the whole thing. Steady. That is…

  • Two lengths, badly

    Hannah9 May 2024pleased energy 4

    Short one tonight. Got down on the floor and back up again unaided. I have not been able to do that since 2021 and I did it twice more just to check. Walked into town…

  • First dose, done

    Sam9 May 2024hopeful energy 4

    The leaflet is nine pages and about seven of them are worst cases. I have read it three times, which was three times too many, and I am now going to stop reading it.…

  • How are you doing on a Wednesday

    Salma8 May 2024held energy 3

    Nobody has ever asked me how I was doing on a Wednesday before. My buddy noticed something in my journal before I did and asked me a very gentle question about it.…

  • She reduced it

    Hannah6 May 2024brisk energy 1turning point

    Left with a printout I could not read and no idea what to be worried about. Taking it to bloodwork-buddies on Thursday. GP took the reflux seriously, checked, and…

  • Sore and slow

    Maryam6 May 2024sore energy 5turning point

    Notes for the week. Reflux again. I slept propped up on three pillows and woke at two anyway. I have an appointment on Thursday and I am going to actually mention it…

  • The bad fortnight

    Matt5 May 2024flat energy 3turning point

    This week: The nausea has a shape to it now. Thursday teatime it starts, Friday it peaks, Saturday afternoon it lifts. Once I could see the pattern it stopped feeling…

  • Off the floor

    Dora5 May 2024quietly delighted energy 1

    Carried both bags up in one go. Small thing. Wrote it down. Got down on the floor and back up again unaided. I have not been able to do that since 2021 and I did it…

  • The first one

    Ray5 May 2024hopeful energy 2turning point

    Right. Day one. I am writing this partly because somebody else's day-one entry is the reason I felt able to do it at all, and it seems only fair to leave one behind.…

  • Paired

    Priya4 May 2024held energy 2

    Sitting down to this properly tonight. Paired up. We text on Sunday nights, four or five lines each, and it has quietly become the most reliable thing in my week. She…

  • No mask

    Kate2 May 2024foggy energy 1

    Well then. Slept through. Whole night, no waking. It has been so long that I lay there in the morning trying to work out what was different. Repeat study came back…

  • Grip

    Maryam2 May 2024tired but good energy 4

    Came back after a bad fortnight without trying to make up the lost ground, which is the thing that used to end it for me every time. Two sessions this week, both…

  • Before nine

    Bea1 May 2024steady energy 5

    A quiet week. Spread it across the day instead of trying to do it all at teatime and everything got easier. Was undereating without realising. The nurse asked a plain…

  • Day one

    Dora30 Apr 2024wired energy 3

    Three things this week. I want to write this down before I forget how frightened I was, because I suspect in three months I will not believe it. Twenty minutes of…

  • I have started

    Martha30 Apr 2024wired energy 4turning point

    Nothing has happened yet, which nobody had warned me about. I think I expected to feel something immediately, and instead I made a cup of tea and put a wash on. Her…

  • She read the diary

    Priya30 Apr 2024heard energy 4

    Nine minutes. I took three written questions and got three answers, which is the best return I have ever had from an appointment. She reduced one of my other…

  • Nine minutes

    Matt28 Apr 2024frustrated energy 3

    This week: Nine minutes. I took three written questions and got three answers, which is the best return I have ever had from an appointment. Left with a printout I…

  • She reduced it

    Maryam27 Apr 2024frustrated energy 5

    Notes for the week. A locum who had clearly read nothing. I was polite, I got what I needed, and I have booked with my own GP for next month. Left with a printout I…