What happened when I named this in therapy — putting it in its own thread so it does not get lost in the check-in.
This is a difficult one to write and I have deleted it twice.
What I would find most useful is not advice. It is somebody describing what their version of this was, and how long it went on for.
I have read the guides here, which were more useful than anything else I have found, and I still have a question they do not cover.
Sorry for the length. If anyone has been here, I would very much like to hear it.
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