Journal
Clover’s journal
Vegan. Getting protein in has been a real education.
Dreams
week 29tired energy 14 replies
Evening. Vivid dreams, every night, the sort you have to sit up and shake off. Two other people in circle have the same and none of us can find anything written about it.…
Laces
week 27pleased energy 11 reply
Up the stairs at work twice without stopping at the landing. I stood at the top for a second like an idiot. Nobody saw. It counted. Slept flat. Whole night. Flat. Carried…
Quiet
week 24flat energy 13 replies
I nearly did not write this week because there was nothing in it. Then I thought about how much I have got out of other people's boring weeks. Steady. That is the whole…
Grip
week 22tired but good energy 12 replies
Grip strength has gone off and I noticed it opening a jar before I noticed it anywhere else. Back to loading properly. Came back after a bad fortnight without trying to make…
An unremarkable week
week 19flat energy 13 replies
Evening. Steady. That is the whole entry. Nothing to report. Writing it down anyway, on the theory that a journal made only of eventful weeks would give a false impression of…
Nothing to report
week 17flat energy 21 reply
Nothing to report. Writing it down anyway, on the theory that a journal made only of eventful weeks would give a false impression of the whole thing. An unremarkable week.…
Awake at four
week 14rested energy 34 replies
Vivid dreams, every night, the sort you have to sit up and shake off. Two other people in circle have the same and none of us can find anything written about it. Slept…
Across the day
week 13steady energy 11 reply
Evening. Got something with protein in before nine this morning, which meant the rest of the day did not fall apart at four. Solved it and wrote up every meal. Spread it…
She reduced it
week 11frustrated energy 32 replies
Left with a printout I could not read and no idea what to be worried about. Taking it to bloodwork-buddies on Thursday. A locum who had clearly read nothing. I was polite, I…
Steady
week 8flat energy 53 replies
Evening. An unremarkable week. Ate, walked, worked, slept adequately. This is what most of it looks like. Quiet. Injection Tuesday, mild Wednesday, fine by Thursday, and then…
Two lengths, badly
week 6pleased energy 11 reply
Evening. Full shift on my feet and my knees did not stop me. That has not happened in about four years. Got down on the floor and back up again unaided. I have not been able…
Beginning, badly
week 3hopeful energy 23 replies
Nothing has happened yet, which nobody had warned me about. I think I expected to feel something immediately, and instead I made a cup of tea and put a wash on. So. First one…
I have started
week 1wired energy 14 replies
I told one person. Not my mother, not work. One person, and only because she asked me a direct question at the right moment. A first entry worried about protein. Nothing has…