Héloïse’s journal
January 2025
5 entries this month.
She noticed first
week 11held energy 34 replies
A brief account of the week. Paired up. We text on Sunday nights, four or five lines each, and it has quietly become the most reliable thing in my week. She had a bad week…
Both bags, one go
week 10pleased energy 21 reply
Full shift on my feet and my knees did not stop me. That has not happened in about four years. Up the stairs at work twice without stopping at the landing. I stood at the top…
Protein first
week 10steady energy 23 replies
A brief account of the week. Greek yoghurt, eggs, and the limits of both. I have reached the limits of both. Was undereating without realising. The nurse asked a plain…
Sunday night, four lines
week 9held energy 34 replies
My buddy noticed something in my journal before I did and asked me a very gentle question about it. Paired up. We text on Sunday nights, four or five lines each, and it has…
Slept through
week 7foggy energy 54 replies
Waking at four again. Not anxious, just awake, lying there listening to the boiler. Repeat study came back and the apnoea is much reduced. Ten years of that mask. Slept…