Héloïse’s journal
March 2025
4 entries this month.
Dreams
week 20rested energy 14 replies
A brief account of the week. Waking at four again. Not anxious, just awake, lying there listening to the boiler. Repeat study came back and the apnoea is much reduced. Ten…
A printout I cannot read
week 19brisk energy 52 replies
A brief account of the week. Asked the question I had been avoiding for eleven years. She answered it in about ninety seconds and was completely unbothered. Nine minutes. I…
Nine minutes
week 18brisk energy 22 replies
Nine minutes. I took three written questions and got three answers, which is the best return I have ever had from an appointment. Took the diary in. She read it properly,…
The pattern of it
week 16flat energy 32 replies
A brief account of the week. Constipation, which I have avoided writing about for six weeks out of pure squeamishness. It is the thing making me most miserable and I have…