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Into town and back
Tobiasgrateful energy 5
Walked into town and back, which I stopped doing years ago without ever deciding to stop. Swam. First time since school. Two lengths, badly, grinning. Tied my own…
Two years, no news
Bocontent energy 2turning point
Late, and writing anyway. Nothing happened again. I am aware that is now the fourth month running I have written that, and I have decided it is the best sentence in…
Reduced
Callacontent energy 3turning point
Late, and writing anyway. Reduced to a maintenance dose. Same day, same fridge, less of it. Steady. Two years. My only news is that there is no news, and I have come…
A locum
Cloverfrustrated energy 1
A locum who had clearly read nothing. I was polite, I got what I needed, and I have booked with my own GP for next month. She reduced one of my other medications. I…
Paired
Kaiheld energy 2
A gentle week, mostly. Nobody has ever asked me how I was doing on a Wednesday before. Paired up. We text on Sunday nights, four or five lines each, and it has…
Six labelled boxes
Mapleorganised energy 5
Sitting down to this properly tonight. Batch cooked on a good day for the bad days. Six labelled boxes in the freezer and a great deal of smugness. New sharps bin,…
Awake at four
Nadiatired energy 3
Week in order: Vivid dreams, every night, the sort you have to sit up and shake off. Two other people in circle have the same and none of us can find anything written…
Awake at four
Yannickfoggy energy 5
Notes for the week. Waking at four again. Not anxious, just awake, lying there listening to the boiler. Vivid dreams, every night, the sort you have to sit up and…
Sunday night, four lines
Cassheld energy 2
Recording this for the record. My buddy noticed something in my journal before I did and asked me a very gentle question about it. Nobody has ever asked me how I was…
Sunday night, four lines
Oskarheld energy 4
My buddy noticed something in my journal before I did and asked me a very gentle question about it. Nobody has ever asked me how I was doing on a Wednesday before.…
Nothing
Theafrayed energy 2
A brief account of the week. Nothing. Eleven weeks of nothing. I know intellectually that nothing is not a failure, and I am finding that intellectual knowledge worth…
She stopped the room
Bexwarm energy 2
Quickly, before bed. The facilitator stopped the room when four of us were talking at once and asked one person how she was actually doing. It changed the whole hour.…
Reduced
Inêscontent energy 1
A quiet week. Nothing happened again. I am aware that is now the fourth month running I have written that, and I have decided it is the best sentence in this journal.…
A plain question
Ariasteady energy 5
Three things this week. Protein first, everything else after. It is not interesting advice and it is the only advice that has changed anything. Was undereating…
She stopped the room
Dotwarm energy 4
Well then. Circle tonight. Eight of us, an hour, and about eleven minutes of actual information. The rest was the point. The facilitator stopped the room when four of…
She read the diary
Gilfrustrated energy 4
A locum who had clearly read nothing. I was polite, I got what I needed, and I have booked with my own GP for next month. Asked the question I had been avoiding for…
She stopped the room
Saoirsewarm energy 5
Sitting down to this properly tonight. Circle tonight. Eight of us, an hour, and about eleven minutes of actual information. The rest was the point. The facilitator…
Across the day
Linnetsteady energy 3
Got something with protein in before nine this morning, which meant the rest of the day did not fall apart at four. Protein first, everything else after. It is not…
Fewer, heavier
Nixtired but good energy 1
Grip strength has gone off and I noticed it opening a jar before I noticed it anywhere else. Back to loading properly. Kept the two sessions that matter and dropped…
Nothing to report
Lucassteady energy 3
Well then. I nearly did not write this week because there was nothing in it. Then I thought about how much I have got out of other people's boring weeks. An…
Nine minutes
Beabrisk energy 4
Short one tonight. Asked the question I had been avoiding for eleven years. She answered it in about ninety seconds and was completely unbothered. Left with a…
She stopped the room
Callawarm energy 3
A quiet week. The facilitator stopped the room when four of us were talking at once and asked one person how she was actually doing. It changed the whole hour. Circle…
I nearly did not write
Colsteady energy 5
Quickly, before bed. I nearly did not write this week because there was nothing in it. Then I thought about how much I have got out of other people's boring weeks. No…
Quiet
Gwynethfine energy 5
Quiet. Injection Tuesday, mild Wednesday, fine by Thursday, and then a normal weekend. No news. The dog is well, the weather has been foul, and I have taken my…