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A different shape
Abeltired energy 2
The sleep has changed shape rather than improved. Different, not better, and I cannot yet tell whether I mind. Repeat study came back and the apnoea is much reduced.…
Steady
Annikaflat energy 5
Quiet. Injection Tuesday, mild Wednesday, fine by Thursday, and then a normal weekend. Steady. That is the whole entry. Enough for now.
Nine minutes
Birdiefrustrated energy 5
Nine minutes. I took three written questions and got three answers, which is the best return I have ever had from an appointment. Left with a printout I could not…
A wedding
Espeawkward energy 2
Evening. Sunday lunch at my grandmother's. Small plate, long afternoon, no drama, and she was happy. My mother cooks. That is how she says it. So I eat what I can,…
Paired
Fenheld energy 1
Nobody has ever asked me how I was doing on a Wednesday before. My buddy noticed something in my journal before I did and asked me a very gentle question about it.…
A different shape
Florrierested energy 5
Slept through. Whole night, no waking. It has been so long that I lay there in the morning trying to work out what was different. The sleep has changed shape rather…
Laces
Freyagrateful energy 2
Ten minutes then I am asleep. Tied my own laces standing up. I am aware of how that sounds and I do not care. Up the stairs at work twice without stopping at the…
Awake at four
Gavinfoggy energy 3
Late, and writing anyway. The sleep has changed shape rather than improved. Different, not better, and I cannot yet tell whether I mind. Repeat study came back and…
She noticed first
Gigiheld energy 4
My buddy noticed something in my journal before I did and asked me a very gentle question about it. Nobody has ever asked me how I was doing on a Wednesday before.…
She noticed first
Hattieheld energy 5
She had a bad week and I had a fine one, and next month it will be the other way round. That is the whole mechanism. Paired up. We text on Sunday nights, four or five…
Not writing about this would be dishonest
Jontyflat energy 4
The nausea has a shape to it now. Thursday teatime it starts, Friday it peaks, Saturday afternoon it lifts. Once I could see the pattern it stopped feeling like…
Eight minutes and a chair
Marnietired but good energy 3
Late, and writing anyway. Kept the two sessions that matter and dropped the two that were vanity. Fewer, heavier, done. Grip strength has gone off and I noticed it…
A printout I cannot read
Patrickheard energy 5turning point
A quiet week. A locum who had clearly read nothing. I was polite, I got what I needed, and I have booked with my own GP for next month. Blood pressure medication…
Grip
Romytired but good energy 1
Two sessions this week, both short, both done. Ren keeps saying that two a week for two years beats a perfect programme abandoned in March, and he is annoyingly…
What is your secret
Solomonloved energy 1
My mother cooks. That is how she says it. So I eat what I can, slowly, and I say thank you, and we manage. It is not a problem to be solved. Starters as a main…
Into town and back
Tullapleased energy 1
This week: Full shift on my feet and my knees did not stop me. That has not happened in about four years. Got down on the floor and back up again unaided. I have not…
Eight minutes and a chair
Winnietired but good energy 4
Sitting down to this properly tonight. Walked instead of the bus all week. Not a programme. Just walking. Grip strength has gone off and I noticed it opening a jar…
Quiet
Aleksflat energy 3
Short one tonight. Quiet. Injection Tuesday, mild Wednesday, fine by Thursday, and then a normal weekend. Nothing to report. Writing it down anyway, on the theory…
She noticed first
Beaheld energy 5
Late, and writing anyway. My buddy noticed something in my journal before I did and asked me a very gentle question about it. Paired up. We text on Sunday nights,…
Nine minutes
Bofrustrated energy 1
Short one tonight. Nine minutes. I took three written questions and got three answers, which is the best return I have ever had from an appointment. She reduced one…
Two flights of stairs
Casspleased energy 4
Recording this for the record. Tied my own laces standing up. I am aware of how that sounds and I do not care. Full shift on my feet and my knees did not stop me.…
Unpleasant, not dangerous
Colsore energy 4turning point
Ten minutes then I am asleep. Headache for three days running. It turned out I had barely drunk anything since Tuesday. Water, then a slow improvement, then feeling…
Quiet
Rayflat energy 3
Nothing to report. Writing it down anyway, on the theory that a journal made only of eventful weeks would give a false impression of the whole thing. I nearly did not…
Two lines a day
Harriorganised energy 5
Notes for the week. Anchored injection day to my shift pattern rather than to the calendar, which solved a problem I had been feeling guilty about for four months.…