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Both bags, one go
Saraquietly delighted energy 2
Walked into town and back, which I stopped doing years ago without ever deciding to stop. Got down on the floor and back up again unaided. I have not been able to do…
An unremarkable week
Sorayaflat energy 1
Late, and writing anyway. No news. The dog is well, the weather has been foul, and I have taken my medication on the correct day for the eleventh week running.…
A printout I cannot read
Stellanbrisk energy 4
Notes for the week. She reduced one of my other medications. I asked her twice whether that was really allowed. Took the diary in. She read it properly, which I had…
Dreams
Morested energy 2
Week in order: Repeat study came back and the apnoea is much reduced. Ten years of that mask. Vivid dreams, every night, the sort you have to sit up and shake off.…
She noticed first
Morayheld energy 1
Right. She had a bad week and I had a fine one, and next month it will be the other way round. That is the whole mechanism. Nobody has ever asked me how I was doing…
No mask
Mossrested energy 4
A gentle week, mostly. Waking at four again. Not anxious, just awake, lying there listening to the boiler. Slept through. Whole night, no waking. It has been so long…
An unremarkable week
Odilefine energy 3
A brief account of the week. Steady. That is the whole entry. Quiet. Injection Tuesday, mild Wednesday, fine by Thursday, and then a normal weekend. Bonne soirée.
She read the diary
Posybrisk energy 5
Left with a printout I could not read and no idea what to be worried about. Taking it to bloodwork-buddies on Thursday. Took the diary in. She read it properly, which…
Flat, whole night
Romyquietly delighted energy 5turning point
Late, and writing anyway. Got down on the floor and back up again unaided. I have not been able to do that since 2021 and I did it twice more just to check. Stood a…
She noticed first
Stefanheld energy 4
She had a bad week and I had a fine one, and next month it will be the other way round. That is the whole mechanism. Nobody has ever asked me how I was doing on a…
Into town and back
Winniepleased energy 2turning point
Walked into town and back, which I stopped doing years ago without ever deciding to stop. Full week of clients without her shoulders aching. Carried both bags up in…
Two flights of stairs
Lucasquietly delighted energy 1
Full shift on my feet and my knees did not stop me. That has not happened in about four years. Slept flat. Whole night. Flat. Swam. First time since school. Two…
How are you doing on a Wednesday
Ariaheld energy 5
Nobody has ever asked me how I was doing on a Wednesday before. She had a bad week and I had a fine one, and next month it will be the other way round. That is the…
Sunday lunch
Birdieawkward energy 3
Evening. Sunday lunch at my grandmother's. Small plate, long afternoon, no drama, and she was happy. A wedding. Three courses I could not face, a table of people who…
The list on the fridge
Bridiesteady energy 2
This week: Protein first, everything else after. It is not interesting advice and it is the only advice that has changed anything. Greek yoghurt, eggs, and the limits…
Awake at four
Catofoggy energy 2turning point
Waking at four again. Not anxious, just awake, lying there listening to the boiler. Apnoea improved. The sleep has changed shape rather than improved. Different, not…
Six labelled boxes
Espeorganised energy 5
Two lines a day in a paper diary. Date, and one thing. That is the entire system and it has twice changed a clinical decision. Tested three cool bags against a…
Sunday night, four lines
Hannahheld energy 4turning point
She had a bad week and I had a fine one, and next month it will be the other way round. That is the whole mechanism. Paired with maryam_mornings. They text on Sunday…
No mask
Petuafoggy energy 1
Short one tonight. The sleep has changed shape rather than improved. Different, not better, and I cannot yet tell whether I mind. Slept through. Whole night, no…
Protein first
Sadiesteady energy 4
Quickly, before bed. Greek yoghurt, eggs, and the limits of both. I have reached the limits of both. Was undereating without realising. The nurse asked a plain…
Sunday lunch
Ammiwarm energy 1
A wedding. Three courses I could not face, a table of people who noticed, and a very kind waiter who boxed it up without saying a word. My mother cooks. That is how…
Nothing to report
Ashsteady energy 3
Nothing to report. Writing it down anyway, on the theory that a journal made only of eventful weeks would give a false impression of the whole thing. No news. The dog…
She noticed first
Linnetheld energy 4
A gentle week, mostly. She had a bad week and I had a fine one, and next month it will be the other way round. That is the whole mechanism. Paired up. We text on…
Stayed for the company
Nadiawarm energy 5
Went for the practical answers and stayed for the company, which I gather is what everybody does. Circle tonight. Eight of us, an hour, and about eleven minutes of…