Was kind to somebody else, which was easier than being kind to myself, as usual.
Member since January 2025
Ossian
Dark winters do not help. The circle does.
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46 entries, and Ossian is still writing.
Reduced
week 76flat energy 43 replies
A quiet week. The strange part is not having a project any more. I had not understood how much I was enjoying having one. Steady. Wednesdays are just Wednesdays now. Reduced…
She reduced it
week 58heard energy 52 replies
Late, and writing anyway. Left with a printout I could not read and no idea what to be worried about. Taking it to bloodwork-buddies on Thursday. Took the diary in. She read…
My mother cooks
week 56loved energy 41 reply
Late, and writing anyway. My mother cooks. That is how she says it. So I eat what I can, slowly, and I say thank you, and we manage. It is not a problem to be solved.…
Circle tonight
week 55warm energy 34 replies
Somebody new tonight, terrified, exactly where I was in the spring. I said the thing that had been said to me and watched it land. Went for the practical answers and stayed…
Slept through
week 53rested energy 54 replies
A quiet week. Slept through. Whole night, no waking. It has been so long that I lay there in the morning trying to work out what was different. Repeat study came back and the…
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Sleep and fatigue
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Very hard. Nothing specific. Just heavy from about eleven onwards.
Wrote three questions down for Thursday. I have never once remembered them otherwise.
Started, stopped, started again. That is my whole beginning and it is fine.