Oxford, overthinking it professionally, and I have a question about language rather than about bodies.
At my review last week the nurse looked at the notes, said ah, you have plateaued, and wrote something down. She was perfectly pleasant. But the way she said it, and the writing it down, gave the whole thing the character of a finding. As though something had been detected in me.
I came out and sat in the car and realised I now think of myself as a person who has plateaued, which is a different thing from a person whose weight has not changed for two months. The first is an identity. The second is a fact about a fortnight.
I have gone round in circles on this all week, which is my habit. What I would like to know from people who have been at this longer: does the word do anything useful? Because as far as I can tell it describes an observation, gets used as an explanation, and then quietly turns into a verdict — and nobody along that chain notices the promotions.
Also, more practically: she did not suggest anything, and I did not ask anything, because I was busy being handed an identity. What would you have asked?
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