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An hour on the floor
Ashpleased energy 2
Sat on the floor and played for an hour, and then got up. That was the entire reason I started, and I have now done it. Slept flat. Whole night. Flat. Bed. It is noon.
My mother cooks
Bertiewarm energy 4
Somebody asked what my secret was and I froze completely. Still working out what I want to say to that. Starters as a main course, permanently. No explanation…
How are you doing on a Wednesday
Brodyheld energy 3
This week: Nobody has ever asked me how I was doing on a Wednesday before. My buddy noticed something in my journal before I did and asked me a very gentle question…
Grip
Duncantired but good energy 3
Week in order: Two sessions this week, both short, both done. Ren keeps saying that two a week for two years beats a perfect programme abandoned in March, and he is…
First dose, done
Ephraimhopeful energy 3
A brief account of the week. Day one. I am writing this partly because somebody else's day-one entry is the reason I felt able to do it at all, and it seems only fair…
Quiet
Esmeflat energy 4
An unremarkable week. Ate, walked, worked, slept adequately. This is what most of it looks like. Quiet. Injection Tuesday, mild Wednesday, fine by Thursday, and then…
Two lines a day
Freyaorganised energy 5
Ten minutes then I am asleep. Two lines a day in a paper diary. Date, and one thing. That is the entire system and it has twice changed a clinical decision. Tested…
Two sessions
Harritired but good energy 2
Grip strength has gone off and I noticed it opening a jar before I noticed it anywhere else. Back to loading properly. Walked instead of the bus all week. Not a…
A printout I cannot read
Ivesbrisk energy 2
This week: Left with a printout I could not read and no idea what to be worried about. Taking it to bloodwork-buddies on Thursday. Nine minutes. I took three written…
Dreams
Izzytired energy 2
Right. Slept through. Whole night, no waking. It has been so long that I lay there in the morning trying to work out what was different. Waking at four again. Not…
Dreams
Kezrested energy 3
Quickly, before bed. Waking at four again. Not anxious, just awake, lying there listening to the boiler. Repeat study came back and the apnoea is much reduced. Ten…
Slept through
Marnierested energy 2
Late, and writing anyway. Slept through. Whole night, no waking. It has been so long that I lay there in the morning trying to work out what was different. Vivid…
The list on the fridge
Moraysteady energy 4
Right. Greek yoghurt, eggs, and the limits of both. I have reached the limits of both. Got something with protein in before nine this morning, which meant the rest of…
Two sessions
Solomontired but good energy 4
Two sessions this week, both short, both done. Ren keeps saying that two a week for two years beats a perfect programme abandoned in March, and he is annoyingly…
No mask
Sorrelfoggy energy 4
This week: Vivid dreams, every night, the sort you have to sit up and shake off. Two other people in circle have the same and none of us can find anything written…
Two lines a day
Tullaorganised energy 5
Anchored injection day to my shift pattern rather than to the calendar, which solved a problem I had been feeling guilty about for four months. Two lines a day in a…
Where the pen lives
Blyorganised energy 2
Late, and writing anyway. Anchored injection day to my shift pattern rather than to the calendar, which solved a problem I had been feeling guilty about for four…
Across the day
Bunnysteady energy 5
Evening. Got something with protein in before nine this morning, which meant the rest of the day did not fall apart at four. I have found five things I can get down…
A different shape
Cassfoggy energy 5
Recording this for the record. The sleep has changed shape rather than improved. Different, not better, and I cannot yet tell whether I mind. Waking at four again.…
Where the pen lives
Fenorganised energy 1
This week: New sharps bin, and a plan for what happens to it when I move in September. Batch cooked on a good day for the bad days. Six labelled boxes in the freezer…
She read the diary
Gavinbrisk energy 1
Late, and writing anyway. Asked the question I had been avoiding for eleven years. She answered it in about ninety seconds and was completely unbothered. She reduced…
She stopped the room
Gwendawarm energy 2
This week: Went for the practical answers and stayed for the company, which I gather is what everybody does. Somebody new tonight, terrified, exactly where I was in…
Laces
Keeleypleased energy 4
A quiet week. Walked into town and back, which I stopped doing years ago without ever deciding to stop. Slept flat. Whole night. Flat. Mum needs settling.
No news
Lufine energy 2
Ten minutes then I am asleep. An unremarkable week. Ate, walked, worked, slept adequately. This is what most of it looks like. Quiet. Injection Tuesday, mild…