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Sunday night, four lines
Norahheld energy 3
My buddy noticed something in my journal before I did and asked me a very gentle question about it. She had a bad week and I had a fine one, and next month it will be…
What is your secret
Tamwarm energy 5
Three things this week. A wedding. Three courses I could not face, a table of people who noticed, and a very kind waiter who boxed it up without saying a word. Sunday…
The question I had been avoiding
Annikabrisk energy 1
Short one tonight. Nine minutes. I took three written questions and got three answers, which is the best return I have ever had from an appointment. Left with a…
Awake at four
Brodyrested energy 4
This week: Repeat study came back and the apnoea is much reduced. Ten years of that mask. The sleep has changed shape rather than improved. Different, not better, and…
Standing in the kitchen
Bunnyhopeful energy 5
So. First one done. I had been carrying the box around the house for four days like it was something I had borrowed and needed to give back, and in the end I did it…
Two sessions
Gustired but good energy 1
Two sessions this week, both short, both done. Ren keeps saying that two a week for two years beats a perfect programme abandoned in March, and he is annoyingly…
Nothing to report
Gwendaflat energy 2
This week: I nearly did not write this week because there was nothing in it. Then I thought about how much I have got out of other people's boring weeks. Quiet.…
Somebody new
Ikewarm energy 1
This week: Somebody new tonight, terrified, exactly where I was in the spring. I said the thing that had been said to me and watched it land. Went for the practical…
Circle tonight
Maryamwarm energy 2
Recording this for the record. Circle tonight. Eight of us, an hour, and about eleven minutes of actual information. The rest was the point. Went for the practical…
Paired
Peggyheld energy 3
This week: Paired up. We text on Sunday nights, four or five lines each, and it has quietly become the most reliable thing in my week. My buddy noticed something in…
Six labelled boxes
Pamorganised energy 2
Batch cooked on a good day for the bad days. Six labelled boxes in the freezer and a great deal of smugness. Tested three cool bags against a thermometer this weekend…
The limits of yoghurt
Posysteady energy 3
Protein first, everything else after. It is not interesting advice and it is the only advice that has changed anything. Greek yoghurt, eggs, and the limits of both. I…
Stayed for the company
Ruthiewarm energy 5
A brief account of the week. Circle tonight. Eight of us, an hour, and about eleven minutes of actual information. The rest was the point. Somebody new tonight,…
Sunday night, four lines
Salmaheld energy 2
A gentle week, mostly. My buddy noticed something in my journal before I did and asked me a very gentle question about it. Paired up. We text on Sunday nights, four…
My mother cooks
Bayloved energy 4
Sitting down to this properly tonight. A wedding. Three courses I could not face, a table of people who noticed, and a very kind waiter who boxed it up without saying…
Somebody new
Beasteadied energy 1turning point
A quiet week. Somebody new tonight, terrified, exactly where I was in the spring. I said the thing that had been said to me and watched it land. Joined the reading…
A printout I cannot read
Bertiefrustrated energy 1
A brief account of the week. Left with a printout I could not read and no idea what to be worried about. Taking it to bloodwork-buddies on Thursday. Took the diary…
Steady
Bexflat energy 2
I nearly did not write this week because there was nothing in it. Then I thought about how much I have got out of other people's boring weeks. An unremarkable week.…
Sunday lunch
Heddaawkward energy 1
Notes for the week. Sunday lunch at my grandmother's. Small plate, long afternoon, no drama, and she was happy. My mother cooks. That is how she says it. So I eat…
The first one
Larkwired energy 2
The pharmacist talked me through it very fast and I nodded at all of it and retained about a third. I have written down the bits I remember and I will ask again at…
Day one
Maritnervous energy 3turning point
I told one person. Not my mother, not work. One person, and only because she asked me a direct question at the right moment. Started in September and cycled to the…
Two lengths, badly
Patrickquietly delighted energy 3
Short one tonight. Sat on the floor and played for an hour, and then got up. That was the entire reason I started, and I have now done it. Full shift on my feet and…
Beginning, badly
Pippahopeful energy 4turning point
A gentle week, mostly. The leaflet is nine pages and about seven of them are worst cases. I have read it three times, which was three times too many, and I am now…
An unremarkable week
Priyasteady energy 2
Sitting down to this properly tonight. No news. The dog is well, the weather has been foul, and I have taken my medication on the correct day for the eleventh week…