Non-scale · 7 Apr 2025
Member since August 2024
Rin
Journalling daily since week one.
Their journal
46 entries, and Rin is still writing.
Nothing happened again
week 92content energy 32 replies
Quickly, before bed. Wednesdays are just Wednesdays now. Steady. Nothing happened again. I am aware that is now the fourth month running I have written that, and I have…
Weather, not a verdict
week 59low energy 13 replies
Ten minutes then I am asleep. Three months of no change and my blood pressure has come down anyway. Two things can be true at once and I keep having to relearn that. Flat,…
A new bin and a plan
week 54organised energy 1
Small logistics win: worked out where the pen actually lives in a fridge shared with four other people and a toddler's yoghurts. Tested three cool bags against a thermometer…
Steady
week 52steady energy 21 reply
Quickly, before bed. An unremarkable week. Ate, walked, worked, slept adequately. This is what most of it looks like. Nothing to report. Writing it down anyway, on the theory…
Awake at four
week 51foggy energy 44 replies
Ten minutes then I am asleep. Vivid dreams, every night, the sort you have to sit up and shake off. Two other people in circle have the same and none of us can find anything…
Milestones
Conversations they started
I did not know other people did not have this
When the noise goes quiet
Thirty years of negotiation, and then silence
When the noise goes quiet
Recent check-in answers
A long walk on the fells with nowhere to be.
Hardest part is that I am supposed to be the one who copes.
Short and good. Those are rare and I am recording it.
Acceptance. Which is not resignation, and I keep having to relearn the difference.
Buddy
ongoingPCOS
Two decades of being told to try harder
Martha and Rin between them have about thirty years of being told the problem was effort, and a shared wariness about being pleased too soon.